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morning

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Soft light flows down from above
Specks of glittering dust catch my attention
Scent of vanilla and jasmine fill my nose
I brush soft hair away from my eyes
My vision is blurred
My glasses lay across the dreamlike room
The cat is curled up on my pillow
His purr is soft music to my ears
A smile graces my lips
I am happy
It is morning
Summer is upon me
Sweet slumber has been broken
I emerge from the warm depths of covers
Soft breeze from the window flows over my body
A shiver runs down my spine
Slowly I grab my robe and prepare for the day
The task seems boring and normal
Frowning I escape to the shower
Warm water rushes over my body
It fills me with delight, joy, and yet sadness
I wish I could share my morning
I wish someone would grab me from my silent world
Bring noise, difference into my grey life
Utter boredom is nothing new
I go through the movements
Expecting that this time
Something would be different
All is same
I escape
The cat darts across the room
Mewling it scratches at the door
Slowly I open it
There is nothing
The world is black
I step into darkness
Blindly trusting that the floor is there
On the other side of that doorframe
Defining silence echoes across the hall
My feet pad softly back to my room
A tear gently runs down my cheek
Is all life so familiar?
I dress in my normal uniform for summer
Boring is good I remind my heart
The phone rings
Once
Twice
I answer a meager "hello?"
A warm voice dripping of honey replies
My body grows warmer with each word
Flowing gracefully from his mouth
It is like heaven
Completely intangible and yet so close at the same time
All I want is to speak
Return to him the feelings he so acutely makes me feel
My voice is muted
I have no words for this sweet tongued sorcerer
My mind is blank and my heart is aching
I dream of him and wish for his touch
If only for a stolen moment
I wish for that one kiss
That one thing that would kill
Normal
Boring
Life
Forever
I wish for his company in every moment of life
I wish for him by my side into eternity
The cat rubs against my leg
I am reminded back into reality
"I have to go" is all I can manage to say
The phone set gently on the hook
Ends the call with a soft "click"
I sigh and walk away
My back forever turned from that one being
That one entity that could truly make me happy
For once in my life I could have been
Jolly, or even serene
My outside is as still as a corpse
While my inside is the flaming inferno of chaos
I am so confused
I cannot decide what to do other than what I know
I know to stay distant
Never to get hurt by letting people in too close
I shall just turn my heart to stone
Never allow anyone to see the real person
Behind the facade
Never to see my soul
Behind the stone wall of protection
I'm sorry it's so long, please don't injur me T_T
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MrJesus's avatar
Long, but good... As I stated before, you are improving... :) Kudos!!